Looking for the right Miss right: Or Bobing for signals
Women! why is it so fucking hard figure out what they are thinking???? So here it is…. I have this customer and he has this extremely attractive secretary, and over the course of about 4 months or so we have been working allot together on different company, and personal projects and so like for the last month or so she has been coming over to my place to do some side work for me, and i guess i am just a horn dog, or can’t read body language, or maybe i am actually just fucking stuck on stupid when it comes to women, but i thought she was sending me some signals…..For instance, we’re at her office one afternoon and we’re alone. I am showing her how to do something on her computer… i am sitting in her chair at her computer, and she is standing next to me, and with out warning she leans in on me…..she is pressed up close to me….she smells nice, and i can feel the warmth of her body on mine….I am a tuff “Old Skool” kinda guy so i act as if nothing was happening other than me showing her some computer tricks! So the day goes on and all i can think about is what she was thinking… and if that was a signal…. and of course since she is really attractive to me, i day dream about her; Is she a good kisser?, what does her body look like, etc……is she into me? should i ask her out?….. and after a few days i have forgot all about it….but then it happens again. this time she is at my place, and i am looking something up on my laptop and she is next to me looking at the page, and BAMM! she leans on me with her hip, and this isn’t just a little nudge, she is putting her full weight on me, and as pathetic as this may sound; it really felt good having some personal human contact…she is a good looking woman, and that was the highlight of my day, feeling her body touching mine! So now she’s got me thinking she wants me to make a more on her….. Well i am a chicken when it comes to that kinda stuff…. so nothing happens other than me mentally willing her clothes off, and into my bed! Heh! ;-/ Like it could happen! so like a week goes by, and she is over here again doing some work for me, and then i am showing her how to surf ebay…. and we are talking and messing around, and then the topic changes to sex, and then we’re looking at XXX pix on Yahoo images….fuck… now all i can do is eye fuck her, and undress her with my eyes. So we move on and she is surfing ebay on my laptop, and i am on my workstation doing some reports for one of my customers, and she is complaining about her back hurting, so i go get her some tylenol. I am standing behind her when she takes them… she is drinking some water to wash them down, and they she says her neck hurts too.. in an instant she looks back at me and we have one of those eye contact moments, she is looking at me looking at her.. and neither of us is saying anything…. and then i kill the moment by saying “What?” like a kid caught with his hand in the cookie jar. As fast as he moment started it was over… she says “nothing” and she goes back to surfing ebay, and i sit down at my desk feeling like the world’s dumbest guy. I am no good at knowing how to make a move a chick, the last thing i want to happen is for her to reject me and then thinking i am a fucking loser for trying to hit on her. I am not up for anymore rejection in my life, and i would rather just keep my distance than risk being rejected, but i get the feeling that she was sending me signals… hell i don’t know!….. fuck she probably thinks i am a retard, or worse; that i am not into her!!!! Oh well…. i guess you can just add this one to the many dumb as fucking shit things i have done in my life……and i guess i better put the walls up a bit higher too! I think that some people where just meant to be alone….and I guess that includes me!
