China Closet
Just one more time…….
I swear.
Fumbling for the works
excitement builds
my stomach is starting to feel better
I haven’t got any money,
haven’t eaten in days,
but right now i don’t care.
cotton, need a cotton
I am ready to take this ride.
Ecstasy races as i take it all home
the little voice deep inside asks me why,
fuck you i mutter
as my nourishment begins to do it’s job.
warmth and chemical peace invade me
it really isn’t as bad as it seems
i whisper to my little voice,
tomorrow it’ll be different,
i will stop tomorrow.
I swear
Too many yesterdays and only one tomorrow,
I haven’t seen tommorw so far,
but i only care when i am sick.
right now my little voice
isn’t talking to me.
so i light my last cigarette,
and get my works out.
I’m not gonna think about it right now
tomorrow will be different
just one more time
i will stop tomorrow………………….
I swear
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