What the fuck you looking at?????????
This entry is from Blogger posted 7/6/2005
yeah, I ask myself that question all the time…..ahhhhhhhhhhh to just turn off the voices in my fucking head!!!!!… hehehe if I didn’t know me I would call the cops and have me commited!
So it is 12:11 am in a blasting Agent Orange in winamp, chain smoking camel non-filter cigarretts, wishing i could get the bad taste of espresso out of my mouth heh! So who am i and what the fuck and I whining about????
Call me User X, and actually I am not whinning… I started this blog to vent my lifes frustrations…..I am 42 , an ex-herion addict who has spent more than half of my life in either jail, prison, some fucking detox, crashing on mommies couch or puking my guts up in a shit hole alley somewhere in Long beach, ca; and in some of the most fucking stupid situations that anyone could ever imagine. shit i have one fucking smoke left, and i don’t want to go to the store.. but you know i will! if i was Bukowski, i would be going for more booze, but i don’t drink or shoot dope any more thank god!………………. i gotta go get smokes…….more later
