Beyond this world
Somewhere in the shadows I know she is out there, I feel her when my heart replays the tender moments we have shared together….
In my secret heart, there is longing to kiss her lips, to tell her how I have loved for her what seems an eternity
One touch, one caress, that could speak the words my mouth could never utter!
Still her aura lingers and I hear her speak to me…..The words of wanting, desire, passion and romance….Then crash down the ugly words of reality…..She doesn’t love me..I repulse her, And my name will never pass her lips as those of love!
Wearing the mask of another, I woe her gently, and she sings to my heart with her longing for such passion. She is weak and offers her heart. Her words expose her tenderness, her wanting… My heart is heavy…….. I know I must end this game and let her fall back into the miserable loneliness that has consumed us both so long ago………But my guise wears thin and she is soon gone in disgust!
Guilt, torment, and remorse plague my days……
My foolish heart….. Could I think to fool her so, to tempt her with the beautiful words of passion that forever no one has fulfilled, Could I touch her heart with romance, fool her with desires, The emotions she confessed to me long ago…..Could any one see her beauty as I do and long to hold her close as I do every night deep in my dreams??????
She is physically gone from my life now….. But when I close my eyes, when I think of her…. She appears and she loves me…..
I smell the sweet scent of her body, I can feel the softness of her touch….. Her warmth, and her words confess her heart…….
ummmm She loves me……
She loves me as long as I close my eyes and think of her somewhere beyond this world…………………………………………………….
